Personal Mission Statement

Have you ever had one thing you wanted your whole life?

One thing in particular you craved above all else? Something that you’d spare no expense in obtaining or time in pursuing?

For me, that was always happiness and love (in that order). Finding these two things have always been a struggle for me; and whereas occasionally I would manage to find them (or so what I thought they were) I never managed to hold on to either for long. A few hours at most normally.

For the longest time I thought happiness was directly related to love, The more praise, the more adoration you received, the happier you were. If you had a family that loved you, tons of friends and potentially even various spouses and romantic partners then your life would be pure bliss. It took a long time for me to realize that this is not at all the case. If anything, relying on all of these external factors for your own self love is detrimental.

I do believe Buddha was correct when he said “Life is suffering”. Attachment to things creates pain. He was right. You’re not going to be heartbroken about losing a favorite pair of pants if you never became attached to them in the first place. If we weren’t attached to food then we wouldn’t be in pain when we didn’t get it. Logically, that makes sense. However it is extremely hard to get over your attachment to food. Trust me, I’ve tried.

So how then are we expected to live a happy life with friends, family, and maintain a job that pays for our food? It just doesn’t seem possible even with meditation. Although living in the moment is amazing, preparation for the future must also come into play and in doing so we become attached to things and people. It can be difficult to live in the moment 24/7 when planning for more than a day, or ever a few moments in advance. If you give birth to a child how are you expected to not ever become attached to it?

My quest for happiness included lots of self reflection, reading, tons of heartbreak and a myriad of painful experiences that I would never take back in a million years. Well you know what? Guess what I found recently. Happiness. Love and clarity with a new sense of direction. Would you like to know how?

Well this is what I discovered/learned. Living in the moment, loving yourself and working on your own personal self growth is the key to being happy. Being happy is not reliant on any one person or thing, it is to some extent a personal decision and one we must each make on our own. When you live in the moment you don’t really need to love yourself because you’re one with the universe (God, FSM, whatever you want to call it), however when you’re unable to live in the moment, loving yourself comes into play.

I’ve found this is possible by helping other people and working on myself constantly. I believe Maslow was correct when he said the true goal of human existence revolves around the quest for positive growth. After everything I’ve experienced in my life I believe a massive shift of the overall human consciousness is necessary. The time for this is now. The world is literally destroying itself. Families are tearing each other apart, normal people lie, steal and cheat. It’s now considered socially acceptable for world leaders to be just overall terrible people. We have enough food and resources for everyone on this planet yet people are still starving to death. This has got to stop. I’ve dealt with it my entire life, and you know what? I’m done. I’ve decided it’s time I do something about it.

Want to know how I, a cam model and amateur porn producer plan on doing this? I’ll tell you. You may have noticed that I have a few mil views on my videos on the tube sites? I have a talent which is rare. That’s the ability to get traffic pretty easily. I generally know what I’m doing when it comes to writing stories and consider it one of my strong suits. I haven’t put out a new video in over a year and I’m still getting new fans and members daily from the seeds I planted on socials and in my videos. All my videos were improv and written on the spot with almost little to no direction and forethought. The content that does the best for me is the stuff that I did put time and effort into. The one video I have that I put the most work into (Competitive Son Fucks Mom) now has little over 40 million combined views. Let that sink in.

This last year I’ve been pretty low key in regards to releasing new content or updating anything consistently. That's going to change. I’ve been focusing on myself and doing what I can to fix my mental health. Well I figured that out and I realized some things during a peak experience. I don’t need much to be happy and I live pretty low key nowadays. I’m at a point in my career where I don’t have to do too much to get my basic needs met and bills paid. However I have the ability to reach millions of people and make lots and lots of money. I feel almost selfish now for not taking advantage of that.

With exposure and lots of money comes power and with power comes the ability for true change. So then if I’m serious about changing the world why am I not filming and releasing new stuff constantly? There is literally nothing stopping me but me. I have every opportunity and resource in the world available to me. Well guess what guys. I’m back and I will be doing everything in my power to start that massive shift of human consciousness.

I will change the world one person at a time if I have to, and then on a mass scale with traffic and I will literally spend my own money to fix shit if I have to. I genuinely believe that every single problem we have on this Earth can be solved by people simply being happy and loving themselves. Do unto others. If we all are just happy and loving then racism, terrorism, global warming, literally everything will resolve itself because no one willingly contributes to these things out of love. No one wants to be a jerk, it just happens as a result of maltreatment in that person’s life. These things come from a place of insecurity and hate. The more love we spread the more people we can influence in a positive manner, the more change for positive growth we can inspire.

Therefore all my videos going forward will be specifically shot with the intention of getting my message of “just be a better person” and “do unto others” out there. If something isn’t as obvious in regards to being loving (such as my milf content), just know that it’s being shot with the intention to raise funds for the overall cause. I will be shooting videos for Youtube, Xvideos and Pornhub weekly with new content released every week on multiple platforms. Eventually when I can afford it I will be releasing Star Trek and Watchmen fan fiction cosplay pornos which I think have the most potential to expose human nature and incorporate sex naturally. I will be blogging as often as I can with my experiences in life and what I’ve learned thus far.

My new purpose in life is to spread love and happiness to not just those around me but to every single person that watches my videos, listens to me sing, or experiences anything I put out into the universe. If you come into contact with me, or my essence, I want you to walk away a better, happier person.

I’m ready to change the world. Are you?

This will be a team effort and hopefully large scale movement which will honestly require a lot of work and effort from not just me but anyone that is human and wants a better world. Laugh at me all you want but the people that think they can change the world are the ones that do. We’ve made it through everything in life to this point, we can and will make it through this as well. Let’s do this, Smarty Team for the win. The time is now.

Emphasis on the quest for positive growth maximizing potential as the true goal of human existence.